Well technically, he’s my fiance, but I really don’t think we’ll get married because of his addiction. We’ve been together for the past three odd years and we have a baby who is two years old, his name is Tim and he looks exactly like his father. When we first met, I had no clue that he was involved with drugs. He didn’t tell me anything until we became close. He was very desperate about cocaine and he used a lot over the years.
In the beginning, I didn’t think it was too bad because he acted like a normal person. He had a good job and good goals in life when he was in school, but when we started living together I found out how bad he was. I haven’t met anyone who’s addicted to cocaine like he is.
When we were together, he tried to force me to do cocaine but I wasn’t interested. After some time had passed though, I tried it but I didn’t like it. I told him that I didn’t want to do it anymore and I regret that I ever had.
He continued his habit but after a few days he started to feel bad about it and he swore over our child that he would never do it again. I believed him, but after a week, the cycle started again and then it got worse.
He would push me, strangle me and slap me, and then the next day he would pretend like nothing had happened. He wouldn’t even apologize for his strange behavior.
He had changed completely; he was not the same person I loved. He forgot about his goals and he even started working for a drug dealer. He got worse day by day and changed completely, he forgot all about humanity and started behaving badly.
Because of cocaine, my life was spoiled. The person who loved me started behaving in a manner that I never would have dreamt of.